Friday, June 25

Sometimes I just dont get it...

I understand that its hard to be apart. And trust me, its just as hard on me as it is for you. And I understand that sometimes it all gets to you and you just can't help but be aggitated or upset. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through this, and I'm sorry for putting us through this. I had no control over it, and I have no control over anything anymore, or so it seems.

Im sorry if I was out of line. Its just hard for me to hear you say, whether youre joking or not, that I dont know you and that you know me so much better. It makes me feel guilty, and bad, and like I am completely out of it. Which is the last thing that I want to be. I'm sorry if I hurt you, and I'm sorry if I am driving oyu insane. And I want for nothing more than righ tnow to be entirely pissed off at you because I feel like youre throwing a fit or something, but I can't be. Its not possible. Sure at one point in our lives you'll find something that will make me upset at you for a prolonged period, but this certainly isnt it.

So I'm sorry. I dont quite know what I did that warranted that response, and I'm just trying to help. But apparently all I'm doing is making things worse.

I'm sorry.


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