Sunday, June 27

I dont quite know what to write...

Somehow I feel obligated to fill this box each day or at least every couple of days, but today, I don't quite know what to say. I suppose part of it is due to the fact that you probably already know what I'm thinking, what I'm about to say, and just how much I miss you and love you. So I suppose a lot of that could be considered filler-- but its not. Yet, somehow it is.

I find myself sitting back and wondering quite often. Wondering about you and whether or not I could do something to make you happier. Wondering if all of this is real, wondering about why I'm wondering so much. :)

I keep closing my eyes and picturing you and I together. Picturing our "adventures" together. The hot springs. Drives to LA. Hanging around, just the two of us. Disneyland. All of our trips. So many things that just make me so happy; because you make me so happy. And I find myself wondering again. Will we always be this happy? I hope so.

But the one thing I don't find myself wondering about, is whether or not you love me. That much I am sure of, even though sometimes I try your patience, your temper, and find it hard to believe some of the things that you say or feel. I still believe you. And I love you more and more for it. I've said it before and I'll say it again. Youre the only thing in my life that I am sure of. And I love that. I love being able to trust someone as much as I trust you. And I love that you feel close to the same way (i think!) so that all just makes me happy.

But at this point, I'm rambling. So I guess I had something to write afterall. :)

I love you, and have a great day.


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