Saturday, June 19

Feeling a little bit better...

Well I feel better about having a talk with my mom yesterday instead of running out, though I kind of wanted to run out because then I would be able to run to my true home-- anywhere that my boy is. I keep thinking about how good it would feel to just run into his arms, to feel his body enveloping mine, and to feel the warmpth that radiates from his smile and from his soul. .:sigh:. I guess the saying of "the best things in life are worth waiting for" is true, but I just hate waiting. (Ok, so I guess I am impatient. But I can have patience. I just dont have the patience to wait around for them. :)

Anyways, Ive come to the realization that sometimes I push things a little too much, and sometimes need to just let things go. I also need to learn to have faith...
which is a big step for me, considering that I don't really ever have faith in anything. Oh well, thats another endeavor for another day.

I understand that sometimes I also have to trust that sometimes people are going to do the right thing, even though I worry. I guess I just need to stop worrying, so I'll try.

But thats all I have to say for now.


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